Bad Place

I moved out of my parents house just to isolate
I sold all of my prized possessions to win the day
And now I'm in the city where just a block away
I could have all of my friends come over
But I'll never tell my friends "come over"
I started doing therapy just to try the couch
It turns out that my brain and I had to fight it out
And I feel all the benefits but I still look lonely
I spend all of this time with myself but still don't know me
They say it gets better but I don't feel better
I just need a little more time
No pressure but it might take effort if I ever wanna be alright
Procrastinatin' and waitin' never did nothing for me
I gotta, get moving or I'll never find words to accompany my melodies
Cause I've been in a bad place
Writing these songs never felt so hard
Wake up and my thoughts race
Runnin' all day until the next one starts
I've tried doing things right
Chasing the high, I never fell so far
Cause I was in a bad place
But I think I'm getting over it
And I get kinda anxious sometimes
It took a quarter century to get it right
Cause I don't wear it on my sleeve
I hear it when I breathe
I feel it when you speak to me
The part of me I leave behind when I leave be
It doesn't really seem to be
Me
They say it gets better but I don't feel better
I just need a little more time
No pressure but it might take effort if I ever wanna be alright
Procrastinatin' and waitin' never did nothing for me
I gotta, get moving or I'll never find words to accompany my melodies
Cause I've been in a bad place
Writing these songs never felt so hard
Wake up and my thoughts race
Runnin' all day until the next one starts
I've tried doing things right
Chasing the high, I never fell so far
Cause I was in a bad place
But I think I'm getting over it