Meltdown

In a haze I can't see
Through your gaze its blinding
Cover me in those silk sheets
Lead me to the garden
Oh the truth was blinding
Took me too long to see
That what I think
Isn't always reality
And I'm on my way down
Spinning out of control
Losing touch with the one
Who holds my soul
And again and again
And again and again
And again and again
Its fucking coming to an end
How many times do I have to melt
And start it again
Hardened like a rock and shaped
To let nobody in
Not what I want
But what I do
To keep the wounds
By my side
Try not to show it
But there's nowhere to hide
How many times do I have to melt
And start it again
Hardened like a rock and shaped
To let nobody in
Not what I want
But what I do
To keep the wounds
By my side
Try not to show it
But there's nowhere to hide
In a haze you can't see
Through the ways you paint me
Soaked in blood the white sheets
You don't seem to notice
Oh the truth is blinding
If only you could just see
That what you think
Isn't always reality
And we're on our way down
Spinning out of control
Losing touch with the one
Who holds your soul
And again and again
Its fucking coming to an end
How many times do I have to melt
And start it again
Hardened like a rock and shaped
To let nobody in
Not what I want
But what I do
To keep the wounds
By my side
Try not to show it
But there's nowhere to hide
How many times do I have to melt
And start it again
Hardened like a rock and shaped
To let nobody in
Not what I want
But what I do
To keep the wounds
By my side
Try not to show it
But there's nowhere to hide
Watch me melt
Too many times that I've had to melt
And start it again
Not hardened like a rock
Still molding shaping everyday
Do what I want not what I'm told
Keep my wounds by my pride
Not scared to show it
Got no reason to hide
Too many times that I've had to melt
And start it again
Not hardened like a rock
Still molding shaping everyday
Do what I want not what I'm told
Keep my wounds by my pride
Not scared to show it
Got no reason to hide