Love Rush (Suicide)

[Verse 1]
I drift towards you and it takes a century
Cause you feel so far away
And the midnight air is too thin for me to breathe
And you're still so far way

[Pre-Chorus]
And If I died from a heart attack
Would you feel my pain?
Would you have my back?
Would you feel the same as me?

And if I waste my day trying to say the same thing
Would you have my back?
Would you feel my pain?
Would you listen to me?

[Chorus]
And I'm going up, I'm almost there
And I ask myself "Why am I still here?"
And after all the hell I put you through
Well love rush, love rush, I hate you

If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life
And I'm going up, I'm almost there
And I pray to God that you're still here

[Verse 2]
I fly right past you and you don't say anything
Cause I feel so far away
When love's not madness, then it isn't love at all, its something else entirely [?]

[Pre-Chorus]
And If I died from a heart attack
Would you feel my pain?
Would you have my back?
Would you feel the same as me?

And if I waste my day trying to say the same thing
Would you have my back?
Would you feel my pain?
Would you listen to me?

[Chorus]
And I'm going up, I'm almost there
And I ask myself "Why am I still here?"
And after all the hell I put you through
Well love rush, love rush, I hate you

If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life
And I'm going up, I'm almost there
And I pray to God that you're still here

[Bridge]
I drift towards you and it takes a century
Cause I feel so far away
And the midnight air is too thin for me to breathe
And I feel so far away

If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life
If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life

[Chorus]
And I'm going up, I'm almost there
(If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life)
And I ask myself "Why am I still here?"
And after all the hell I put you through
Well love rush, love rush, I love you

And I'm going up, I'm almost there
(If this is suicide, then this is the best day of my life)
And I ask myself "Why am I still here?"
And after all the hell I put you through
Well love rush, love rush, I love you