I Don't

I said we don't have to call
If you don't want to
You said you'd like to hear my voice
And that you want to
Don't care how I feel just feel like
I don't deserve
Something that is real
And doesn't hurt me
Why don't I feel angry seeing your face
Why do I never tell you I need space
'Cause I don't
Don't know why I don't
You said you're excited to be mentioned
In a song
Nobody ever wants to be
In my songs
Don't care what I need just need no
Excessive apologies
Never having to beg "please" or oppressive feelings
Why don't I feel angry seeing your face
Why do I never tell you I need space
'Cause I don't
Don't know why I don't
You listen to every song I sent you
On a 100-track playlist
You said you're excited to brag about me
When I'm famous
I feel like I've got nothing to prove
Catch myself staring in a crowded room
Why don't I feel angry seeing your face
Why do I never tell you I need space
'Cause I don't
Don't know why I don't