Vicious Circle

When i leave and if you don't follow
I will learn to last and to swallow
All my fears and all of my sorrows
Better today instead of tomorrow

What if i weep and if i cry, if i beg and if i try
I stay in purgatory's pain, i'm beyond, i stay away

I'm not alive but i'm not in heaven, all of my sins won't be forgiven
I'm not in love cause i am the devil, i won't save instead i hate

When i fall and feeling so hollow, in the deep still being so shallow
When i leave and if you don't follow i will learn to last and to swallow
All my fears and all of my sorrows

I don't care instead i hate