Until the Fall

[Verse:]
Looking out amongst the rebel I see trouble on horizons
Indecisive I decided, at the moment I ain’t going
I was hoping that you felt it, shift as I did
Instead I head the eyelids
I’m crying over spilled milk, it seems
Still dreaming through
And kisses half fermented
Over lips of your misses
On the tips of my finger it’s the feeling, loss
Grasping at straws, wars once stood
I wish I could reach you via phone, instead I’m here alone
After finding you gone
No letters, no message, no love loss on your part
I guess the rest of me was move on as hearts do
I’d follow you through fire if desired
A love I would have died for and ever more the irony
It’s like I was too blind to see
I shoulda worried about self
Got on that thing and left, ignored what I felt, if it wasn’t real
Was it real?
You will have, you
Looking for comfort, darling, and none to be found
My heart pounds and quakes, imagining the family you create
It’s such a bitter taste
I remember when space was our solitude
But me and you were lovers, now we’re all the others
How could ever hold another’s name in the same place as yours
How could I not feel scorned
You never look back, and ever more
I see your face through the glass
The way you turned your way from outstretched hands
As if you’ve never known
Where we could go, in the deep wells the tears swell, inhale
The carbon, no oxygen for miles
I smile only for freedom
No one to tell I need him, so what’s the use of breathe in
Tell me what’s the reason I guess this is the season
I guess I should just leave him
And words that fall where death is ever more
I’m here
And when