It's Not Pretty

Feverish nightmares have forced me to make bad decisions
These late hours spent on the inside confuse my mind
Time is stretching, as the walls move in closer
My mind is a sea of quicksand, and I'm sinking deeper.

This is no place to be, and it's difficult to leave
And I don't want you to see, what I'm hiding underneath

Uncertainty is the ground, which I stand upon
Unawareness is the map, which has guided me here
The voices on the inside tell me, what to do
I'll do, what I should not and end up hurting you

This is no place to be, and it's difficult to leave
And I don't want you to see, what I'm hiding underneath

It's not pretty on the inside, all my thoughts are not worthwhile
It's a pity that I deny, I've abandoned all my pride
It's not pretty on the inside, but I'll have to just reside
It's a pity that I deny, I will speak, but I will misguide

This is no place to be, and it's difficult to leave
And I don't want you to see, what I'm hiding underneath