What its like to

I don't know what to write
This is just a waste of time
You can see my soul leave my eyes
It goes to search for two words that rhyme
I guess its always been like this
I sit and write and can't listen
Its like I'm not even myself
When I try to write for everyone else

I'm not me
I wish I was you
I wanna see
What it's like to (be perfect)
What it's like to
(not try, and get it right, the first time)
I wanna see
What it's like to (be perfect)
What it's like to
(not try, and get it right, the first time)

I can't believe I actually just wrote that
Maybe this won't be so bad
If only I had the skills you do
I could be better than you
It ain't easy for me
Choosing lines that aren't cheesy
But for you
That's a whole different story