Rolling Girl

Rolling girl remaining in her dreams
She only wants to stay, it seems

All the noise slicing layers in her head
Has her screaming away,
Has her screaming away

“No problem” she tells herself today
But what she says repeats in the gray
Fail again, failing again
Fussing over mistakes
she thinks would remain
But then she starts all over again

Just once more, Just once more
“I will roll again today I know for sure”

Oh, that girl said what she said
Playing every word and playing to pretend
“Are you better now?”
“No, I don’t know how”
What’s the point of living if pain’s never ending?
Please, just let me stop my breath
Right now

Rolling girl is taunted by her gaze, she’s can’t recall the hue she erased
Voices scream, blending all around her head
Blending over again
Blending over again

“No problem” she breathes another lie
The pain and guilt she feels amplifies
“You’ll be fine” is what they all say
Even when they see me on my way towards my fate
They’d watch me roll again

Just once more, Just once more,
“Rolling down a hill just like I did before”
Oh, that girl said, what she said
Repeating every word and hiding every meaning
“Are you better now?”
“No, I don’t know how”
Maybe one day you'll see how well I'm improving
Please, just let me stop my breath

Not now...

Just once more, Just once more
“I will roll again today I know for sure”
Oh, that girl said, what she said.
Playing every word and playing to pretend
“Just once more? No, no more”
Take my hand and come with me
Tell me your story
Please, just let me hold your breath for now