You Fucked Me Up

Beyond the sprawl of my apartment walls
I can see for miles all my hearts desires
Through projected stars on my ceiling
I, I live another life, in a finite sky
Atrophy of an unused mind
I’ve been stuck inside, my hearts been tried
Even ideation of suicide, seems boring after a little while
Another night another binge
White claws and Klonopin
Numb the pain of phantom limbs
Next episode begins

Hey you, you fucked me up, thanks
Hey You, you fucked me up, cool
You will not be forgotten
You fucked me up, you fucked me up

Beneath the floor in the office below
I invite a boy inside my home
Out of desperation, then he got me sick
And I spent my Christmas all alone
Apathy of an unused V, I am losing my sexuality
Even masturbation’s become a chore
I’ve considered becoming a working whore

Another night another porn
Fantasies become the norm
Penetrate the state of numb
My horniness will never come

Hey you, you fucked me up, thanks
Hey You, you fucked me up, cool
You will not be forgotten
You fucked me up, you fucked me up

When I wake up from my sleep, I’m in misery
Missing lovers I’ve never had in reality
Mmmmm, another night, another dream
Another scroll, another meme
Another like, another stream
Another hope’s been quarantined

Hey you, you fucked me up, thanks
Hey You, you fucked me up, cool
You will not be forgotten
You fucked me up, you fucked me up
Hey you, you fucked me up, thanks
Hey You, you fucked me up, cool
You will not be forgotten
You fucked me up, you fucked me up