Thicker Lenses

I don't know what I'm doing but nobody really does, right
Trying to catch myself not thinking about you all the damn night
Harder than I thought, won't go down without a huge fight
I got this voice in my brain, it's annoying and it goes like
Go away, go away
Now, how can you follow me wherever my mind goes
Been stumbling around, picking myself up, oh
Jumping through the hoops, trying to avoid you, but so it goes
You're still with me, got no chill, do I like it or not
Some people want to float around with no purpose
Going with the flow, swimming down in circles
I can't wrap my mind around the loss of my senses
Gotta take a look through some thicker lenses
I hope you pull up at my place drunk as fuck but
It gotta be just sex, no love, it ain't gonna last
Open wide and take a bite but do that shit fast
And leave before the dawn, it's allright, I wanted that
Or did I?
Now how come that you stay even when you're not here
I say it's okay and then drown in the beer
Finding my direction with no sense of touch
I' can't do it by myself, no, it is too much
Some people want to float around with no purpose
Going with the flow, swimming down in circles
I can't wrap my mind around the loss of my senses
Gotta take a look through some thicker lenses