Better

If I call, don't pick up the phone
Cause I think I'm better off alone
Since you left, my nightmares stopped
My mind isn't tided up with knots
I feel better
Much better
If you hear my footsteps at your front door
It's not me, I swear it's my ghost
Since you left, my health got worse
When I think of you, my head hurts
I feel better
Much better
I am not sure how to say it
You know I
I always been the strong one
The one who pretend to not be hurt when
I know I am not made of stone
It's just that my cries cannot be heard when
I'm too good at faking it sometimes
Give me some tips to stop lying
Took me some time to recover but
I never felt better
If you think I'd found else
Someone better wish I could replace
You but's that not how things work
It's easier to stay up in the dark
Than facing me but the truth is
I am not sure how to say it
You know I
I always been the strong one
The one who pretend to not be hurt when
I know I am not made of stone
It's just that my cries cannot be heard when
I know someday I'll be fine
When the pills will start working
Took me some time to recover but
I never felt better
Oh you feel lonely me too
Would you help me If you knew
I am not the only who've been through this
I would have helped you If I knew
Oh you feel lonely me too
Would you help me If you knew
I must be the strong one
The one who pretend to be okay when
I know It's feels like you're alone
It's just that sometimes It's hard to be heard when
You waited almost a lifetime
To make the pain stop hurting
It may take some time to recover
But someday you'll feel better