Heart Of Ice

Was so lost and confused
I'on know what the fuck to do
My own niggas tryna play me
So I ride 'round with this tool
But I'm still fighting this case
A matter of fact, this shit is too
And I done lost a couple soldiers
And it's hurtin' me too ()
I got a heart made of glass
'cause it can shatter any minute
And no, I'm not good, so stop askin'
I'm done pretendin'
I just wanna be straight
I'on give a fuck 'bout no image
'Cause there'd be sane days when
I'd be mentally famished
I be questionin' like "Is love really real?"
'Cause when money get involved
Niggas start hoein', y'all tеar
They start askin' wit' shit
And when you give, thеy go "Want more"
I'm screamin', "Fuck the label
I should've kept my ass on Soundcloud"
When a bitch say she'd pay for it
I'on believe it
'Cause I don't see these bitches change
Around on me like seasons
And when it comes to God
I'm a strong believer
But lately I've been questionin' like
"What the fuck? Do you mean it?"
I'on understand what I did
To deserve this shit
I mean, yeah, I got this bread
But there ain't comin' no happiness
And I ain't even tell you what I go through
This the half of it
Life if I wasn't here, sometimes, yeah
I imagine this i act like it's easy
Everyday I face my demons
I'on think you listenin', but nigga
I really mean it
I try to help you niggas but