Escape (feat. Osyrus)

I was ripping up my bedroom
I was tearing up my floors
This house I'm in is my own head
And I'm escaping right before
My mind goes down
My mind goes down
I feel it now I'm breaking out
My mind right now yeah
Yeah, yeah
Waste days for late nights, I lay awake
FaceTimes to waste time and fade away
Beat down I'm up praying for better days
But clarity is something
I can't live without, oh
My head is on the ground, oh
Pick it up and dry it out, oh
I can't stay here ima drown, oh
My lows that keep me down, oh
I'll leave that at the house, oh
Cause I don't need it now, no
Guess I'll see you around, tho
Aye, yeah, aye
Nobody out here be caring bout if I'm okay
I been so stuck that I wanna hop onto a plane
Fly across the country and use that as an escape
I can't shake the feeling I'm feeling some type of way
Maybe I be trippin so pour me another drink
In the moment stressing is something I can erase
Running through my problems I'm feeling like I'm usane
Gotta change it up before I get stuck in my ways
Looked around the city for whatever I was missing
Then messed around and got addicted
Everything out here been tryna take me from the mission
And now cooking fire like I got back to the kitchen
All this really started from a dream
Now Im going through it tryna make it with the team, yeah
I don't gotta tell you what I see
That is not for you to know this vision is for me, yeah
Last week I was tripping bout the same damn thing
Thinking who am I to change for the people that I love
Everybody know now I'm the only me
I was stuck up In my head and now I think I've had enough
Alright
Tired of all the people that are pushing me away
Working for the life I have I'll do it everyday
Know I'm in the wrong but it feels alright
I need to leave but I'm in my
Mind my breath every breath I take is breath I waste
I'm breathin' my demons out
God I'm by your side show my way out I'm
Lost in the world that's cold and broken
Take my mind let me know when it's open
Break it like a present from the past I'm hoping
You find what you need
Who am I to talk knowing everything I do
I got family and brothers that I got to tend to
Said when I was down bad they know I was like that
For the come up in my life and now I came right back
Aye
I been on the road for a while now
I just need a break or a time out
Stepping out the box for a minute
Ain't no telling what the hell I'm bout to find out now
Keep it pushin I ain't letting time slow down
Everybody wanna take the high road now
Push me to my limit and it might go down
I remember days when
I was ripping up my bedroom
I was tearing up my floors
This house I'm in is my own head
And I'm escaping right before
My mind goes down
My mind goes down
I feel it now I'm breaking out
My mind right now yeah
My mind goes down
My mind goes down
I feel it now I'm breaking out
My mind right now yeah