Dear Body,

Making it work makes me ache
Like looking at the sky and knowing that it's fake
Playing catch is romantic for a moment
And then you just can't bring yourself to throw it

The stars feel so fake too
Like you planted them to make me think of you
But if I close my eyes you still are there
I wanna be alone this isn't fair

Dear body, please don't let me
Please don't infect me
Alone in here
The only sound is my two tears as they splash on the ground

If you could be born into this moment, pastless
Would you love me any less?