Deficiency

[Intro]
*Coughing*

[Verse 1]
Every day you'll see me searching for the same thing
Maybe you could do the right thing for once
Do you tell yourself that it was never worth it
Take those pills out from your purse say you're done

[Pre-Chorus]
And all we ever asked is that now we'll forget the past
And have a house not made of glass
And maybe something can stop breaking apart

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm not fine
Lately, I'm not holding my breath for the time
Things will be alright
Well, maybe I'm done chasin', the life I know you wasted
Well now I hope you know, I tried

[Verse 2]
And every night, it's like my heads' about to burst
Because I think about the worst things you've done

[Pre-Chorus]
And all we ever asked is that now we'll forget the past
And have a house not made of glass
And maybe something can stop breaking apart
And now I've gotta let it go, and now you know

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm not fine
Lately, I'm not holding my breath for the time
Things will be alright
Well maybe I'm done chasin', the life I know you wasted
Well now I hope you know, I tried

[Bridge]
I'm tryna think of the worst way to say this
You fucked up part of my life, and I hate it
I want you now just to know it's okay
I don't care anymore
Maybe I'm not fine
Maybe I'm not fine

[Altered Chorus]
Maybe I'm not fine
Well, maybe I'm done chasing
The life I know you wasted
Well, now I hope you know I tried

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm not fine
Lately, I'm not holding my breath for the time
Things will be alright
Well maybe I'm done chasin', the life I know you wasted
Well now I hope you know, I tried