Since A Child

Maybe I'm just tripping but I haven't seen you in a while
I can't trust none of these bitches they weren't here before the style
Only got love for my brothers, been with me since a child
Bad lil bitch she hit my phone tonight she wanna do something wild
She only hit me up in the night
If you think shit sweet then try your luck
Better not be late gotta catch a flight
And I know you broke I aint tryna one up
I remember them days like it was just yesterday
My family in need of them dollars
My mother said no, you cannot rest today
Cuz your family don't got any scholars
I spent a lil dough and put the rest away
Cuz that's what it takes to survive
Came up on my own, had to get back on my feet
I can't fuck with these n***** they jive
I know a few begging for feats, yea yea
Gotta pay that price
And I am familiar with bitches they stuck on me
Like white on rice
Maybe I'm just tripping but I haven't seen you in a while
I can't trust none of these bitches they weren't here before the style
Only got love for my brothers, been with me since a child
Bad lil bitch she hit my phone tonight she wanna do something wild
Yea, wanna do something wild
I don't know what she got planned but it just made me smile
No you aint been in my shoes you haven't walked a mile
Stacking all my fucking bread I put it in a pile
I'm tryna pay back, get even
Mother had fell on the floor and I couldn't even tell if she breathing
Grandma the other room screaming
My lil brother he locked and he aint even able to see it
We here cuz the grace of god
Not everything straight but a n**** done came so far
Still fighting demons man
Times it feels like they all crushing my heart