Why I'm Feelin So Numb

How you gon say im a enemy
Fix a broken heart need a remedy
I gave you that trust you aint give to me
You feeling disgust I feel misery
Will you bring me flowers to my funeral
Do you think about me in your cubical
Prolly not u jus keep doing the usual
Peep said it but like isn't life jus beautiful
Stars seem so high
And they be all alone but so damn bright
Going through these motions
Shit aint makin no sense
I'm jus tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
Stars seem so high
How they be fuckin burning so am I
I'm jus sick of hoping
Only way I'm coping
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
Maybe I'm jus lacking on some vitamins
Maybe give it time an I should try again
Shits cap these aint demons they leviathans
This pains a different one then I'm acquiring
Shit change like the whip that I'll be riding in
But ill prolly feel the same when I'm driving it
My brain is so twisted and so violent
Warzone in my head they keep on firing
This pains a different one then I'm acquiring
Warzone in my head they keep on firing
Demons want me dead how they be rioting
True peace only thing that I'm desiring
Stars seem so high
And they be all alone but so damn bright
Going through these motions
Shit aint makin no sense
I'm jus tryna figure out why im feeling so numb
Stars seem so high
How they be fuckin burning so am I
I'm jus sick of hoping
Only way I'm coping
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
I'm just tryna figure out why I'm feeling so dumb
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so done