Bargaining

Get fucked
Aw please give me the run around

God don't test me

Sever these poisoning ties
Bounding me to the lies
Searching through petrified remains of regret that pull me down
My mind is separating
Now I'm here negating
False interactions with happiness with my abrasive thoughts

What the fuck is the real world?
Is it your painted picture or the one you've painted for me?
Is there anyone out there that's willing to kill me then set me free

Animosity

Can I hear under unspoken breath
Or will regret haunt me until I find death
I control reactions
Silent and peaceful distractions
Can anyone help my mind release my toxic reaction

Is this the voice that's been inside my head?
Can I please take back the words that I've always said
I won't be a slave to you
I won't be a slave to me

Is this some kind of sick joke?

If you're up there I can't help but feel you're laughing at me
Negligent of every dejected benefaction
Suffering life in the stead of my dead friends
Sick to death but it's not sick of me yet

Sever these poisoning ties
Bounding me to the lies
Searching through petrified remains of regret that pull me down
My mind is separating
Now I'm here negating
False interactions with happiness with my abrasive thoughts
Please give back my sanity
I'm tired of thoughts harassing me
So sick of everyone asking me if I'm okay
I'll make my own decisions if I die or wanna stay

Destroy my mind and walk away without the feeling of pain
Masking this wound from the heavy set perpetual rain
If I decide to stay alive or take my honorable death
Then heed my warning I'll just swear off of my last dying breath

Never again

Make me feel alive again