Sink Like Stones

Listlessly drifting further into the numb
Swallowed by my shadows, I have come undone

Long lost will that I left to dissipate
I hate that I gave all my dreams away
Drained of fortitude, gone askew
Down the drain, embrace this grievance

Diversions of focus leaving me hollow
The dream is eroding, how far can I let it go?
I don't think I can stop this, these vicious states of mind
To the point where I don't think I want this tarnished mess of a life

I can't help but feed this sickness inside

Take all I am, turn me into a shеll of a human
Perpetual numb, I can feel my soul eroding
Hopе buried in the ground, now
I can feel a storm approaching
Still descending to the cold
Where I atrophy endlessly alone

I pray for nothing, hope dissolved long ago
I pray to no one no god
I pray for nothing no hope
I gave my everything, now I crawl back to misery

Where you may find me bathing in yesterday's blood
Not an ounce of shame for withering, I can feel the wretch I've become

Some of us live our dreams until the last breath sets them free
Some of us don't give a fuck, dealt a bad hand, no stroke of luck

Stricken, descend into madness where we salt all our wounds
We leave to bleed until they’re all drained

Lonely and fraying at the seams, I want to believe in a world
Where there is more than suffering ‘til death, rid me of this body

Witness all the hate that I hold dear crumble
Thrown out into the cosmic halls where I will offer my soul
Be my final judge

Heaviest of souls sink like stones, eroding in the depths