Hold

I didn't want to write this song about you
'Cause that would mean I'd have to admit
That I feel things I don't want to
And now you're gone
And I never had you in the first place
But goddamn did I want to

What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
Is this love or is this pain?
Somebody please take it all away
Is this love or is this pain?
'Cause right now they feel the same

If I could go back to the night I met you
I think I'd stay home
I wouldn't go there
I wouldn't walk through that door
And then I'd be fine
I wouldn't be here
I wouldn't be feeling these things
Wouldn't be wondering

What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
Is this love or is this pain?
Somebody please take it all away
Is this love or is this pain?
'Cause right now they feel the same

What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you

Is this love or is this pain?
Somebody please take it all away
Is this love or is this pain?
'Cause right now they feel the same
What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I don't have on you
What is this hold on me?
This hold that you have
That I'll never have on you