A Very Good Life

When I was like you
I might have had less thoughts about murdering myself
But when I see you I’m so happy that I went
You sit there as a company of rundown longhaired
I smell your clothes your brand new fingernails
And I hear you whispering about me
But I will avoid your eyes
Because I know I am the world’s ugliest lady
I used to have less worries of life
But when I see you I’m so happy that I went
I never dressed like you
I don’t know what it is this feeling of belonging
I ran away from school haven’t we had such a great time together
No I won’t reply to any of your emails
I never I’ve just lost interest
And I still hear you whispering about me
But I will avoid your eyes
Because I know you all just hate me
And now I have a very good life
A very good life a very good life
But people like you don’t need to be in it