N E E D S

I know I don't need it
I just like to feel I need it
Cause I know I am deceiving everybody in my life

Feel like I am failing
And my arms rapidly flailing
Cause I feel like I am falling
Everytime I close my eyes

Laying on the sofa
Having my delicious moccha
Well more like americano
But I guess that didn’t rhyme

Feeding like a maggot
On the corpses life has dealt me
People call me faggot cause I wear pink

Wanna get tatts but I can't afford the ink
Some so-called friends left some memories that sting

Sting like a butterfly, fly like a bee
Do it all wrong or so it always seems

Seamless patterns all inside my head
50/50 times I wish that I were dead

Deadass famous
People sing my songs
I've been writing shitty
Music ever since I was born

Burn like the sun
High as the moon
I know my dreams
Will come true soon