The Terror Of Feeling And Living In A Dreamed World

I don't want anybody else to know
When I don't even let the car come into my room
I'm always patientless, damn!
I have to wait for the elevator
My head hurts and the sun shines
Over tagged buildings
Sometimes I think that I'm a mean person
My mind reproduce things that I don't understand
When everything changes in one second from laugh to cry
I keep wanting to apologize about the dificulty of living in
this world
I'm always patientless, damn!
The house has a lot of furniture
And I can't barely walk