Great Divide

Do I have the courage
To have this conversation
Was it really worth it
To make those accusations
'Cause I'm at a loss for words
And I can't see the end
I don't even know if
We're enemies or friends
But I still miss you
And I don't want to
I don't know if anything
Will be the same
I've been hurtin'
And nothin's workin'
'Cause when it mattered most
No one ever came
I'm not sure what breaks me more
The heartache or the pain
I've been holdin' on to
These walls you made me build up
All the shattered mem'ries
That I'm supposed to pick up
How did this little thing
Create a great divide
Maybe we should move on
And just forget we tried
But I still miss you
And I don't want to
I don't know if anything
Will be the same
Oh, I've been hurtin'
And nothing's workin'
'Cause when it mattered most
No one ever came
I'm not sure what breaks me more
That we spent years creatin' somethin'
How could you go and leave me nothin'
So many words were left unspoken
All that I thought we had was broken
But did I even cross your mind
Do you think we'll heal in time
Cuz I still miss you
And I don't want to
I don't know if anything
Will be the same
Oh, I've been hurtin'
And nothin's workin'
'Cause when it mattered most
No one ever came
Tell me we're worth fighting for
'Cause I'm not sure what breaks me more
The heartache or the pain