What I’ve Become

So here I am, I feel like I just need to get out of my head
I don’t know how it got so down
It used to be easier to live back then
But now it seems I need help

Don’t let me fall again
Tell me it’s not the end

Sorry but I’m done
I don’t like what I’ve become
Can I just turn the page?
All I want for me now is to wake up tomorrow and finally feel okay
But I don’t know and I don’t care if it takes a long time
I’m ready to give everything up if it means I’ll be alright

So here I am, I’m sitting on the side of the bed
Wondering when all of this will make sense
It’s getting dark and i’m alone
I just can’t take this anymore

Don’t let me fall again
Tell me it’s not the end

I don’t know and I really don’t care
It takes whatever it takes
All I know is that can’t live this way
Cause the pain is taking over