Cruel Loyalty

I crave the tase
Your vomit stained mouth
The betrayal, the shit, the fucking lies
You gave false love
Trapped in your eyes
The cruelty, the ignorance, I fucking despise you

You pinned me down and pecked out my eyed
Gathered my guts and made yourself a nest
With my entrails that I wore on my sleeve
You made it impossible for me to leave
You're a volatile creature with no love in your heart
That's found a perch in my heart
Used in every way thinkable
You make it hard for me not to hate you

the promise you broke
Yet I'm lying still
So you can find your ease in the night
I lie alone
I don't understand
Why am I broke in this broken land
The words left spoken
The knife in my hand
The cross left unturned
The scum heart of man
You played an empty soul
Filled it with hate
Left me to rot
What a cruel fate
Cruel loyalty to an unloving man
I draw my last breath upon this land
Full of smoke and empty thoughts
This empty love is my last rock
I cast my last stone
To my one love
I love alone

Blood spills on the floor and you drink from the mess
My heart left vulnerable in the center of my chest
Disembodied and disemboweled
Organs surround as a wretched home
For a demon such as you
As you tear deep at my veins
My life slowly fades and when my last breath is drawn
I can hear you say don't go

You deserved everything
Now you deserve nothing
And somehow I still want to love you