Afraid

Has it really been a year? didn't expect to see you here. I'm still filled with fear. my hand shaking my heart racing

I guess I kinda miss you
Got feelings you should put behind you. why do I feel this way?
My face on fire propane. but I still feel the same way think the same thing, I'm afraid

Remembering the old days
I would look your way and then back
When we made eye contact
I would have a heart attack
But in my mind in the back
I just knew this one fact

I thought I would feel different now
I somehow still have feelings though
When I saw you they all came back
Felt high, but not on crack
But I knew my flaws and what I lackеd
I want to change
I felt strange

I knеw it wouldn't work
I felt like a jerk
I felt wrong
It lasted too long
I just knew I had no courage
Nervous like a first-time surgeon
But my feelings were out there lurking
I wanted this woman