Better Me

I remember what it used to be
You never seeming like you ever really caring truthfully
It's so unbearing how I'm staring through the glass I used to see
A touch of magic sent a spark right to my heart it's making me
Start thinking that there is a better me
Cause I know there is a better me
Tell me any different but I know it's just telepathy
Get into my mind and hope you find what's really scaring me
I'm hoping you can navigate the darkness it ain't fair to me

Every time I'm jumping in I know that it's expected
Take the shrooms and then I think about your face inside that message
Start to see it mold into some gold so now I'm feeling reckless
Spent my time alone so I can grow knew the old me wouldn't get this
If you told me I'd repress it move it on to the side
Stuff it in to the darkest corner I can pull out of my mind
Wake me up when the party's I don't want you seeing me cry
Looking over my fucking shoulder I'm thinking it's about time

I don't really want to think this time
I don't really want to think this time
Just leave and take my life

Mind keeps getting twisted and nobody can fix it
Cause when I talk I see their ears close so they might miss it
I don't want to repeat myself so come pass the prescription
So I can try to heal myself but don't cry if I'm missing
I tried to stop once but I needed it too bad
When I pour my cup swear that I'll be touching it last
If I do too much then my time is coming up fast
But I can't slow down now I'm seeing all of it pass