This Not A Love Song

(That shit hurt my soul)

That shit hurt my soul
I'm still in recovery
I be missin my girl back home
Got a feeling that she don't fuck with me
Had to keep my show on the road
Doin better don't miss those hoes
Finna buy a new whip for the bros
Not Lana I be on the "road"

New jacket but I still feel cold
Got me a queen and you got you a hoe
Out in the open I'm feelin exposed
Got niggas saying that they better then me boy you my son leave that shit to the pros
Hurting my heart was a lesson to me
Trust my wife but trust no hoes
You disappearin a blessin to me

Give her a bag if a bitch say please
Give her a bag if she get on her knees
I got a bag I ain't make it from weed
Niggas would pay me to rap on they beats
I poured a four like four minutes ago and I'm already feelin in fallin asleep
I'm in Miami not lookin for hoes
I'm in Miami cookin up some heat
Spoke for the youth now they lettin me preach
I'm with the group you not fuckin with me
Niggas know that I got low self esteem
Still that nigga till I D.I.E
Gon' take a trip to the NYC
MNO cause I'm keepin it P
I cannot smoke with you dumb ass niggas that shit isn't gas I don't care if it's green
Left my side got my heart on the sleeve
I just let it get the best of me
Relationships a ball of stress to me
Put that on everything
Tell me whatever's on your mind
Damn it's starting to get to me
Told you that you was my high
I be forgettin that (Ugh fuck)
I be forgettin that I'm off the E
Called your phone but you out of reach
Get in my head while I'm facing defeat
Not suprised but that shit beat
Had me a feeling that you was gon leave
Why should I cry when you put in the streets
Heart on lock while I gave you a key
Bitches be doin some bullshit to me
For real whats up?
You done ruined it for me
I don't think I wanna fall in love
I had to take all our memories and all of our time and put it in the cup
I was dependin on us
And I can't spell that word without U
I be thinkin bout U more then me
And it sad cause that shit really true