Neglected

(Verse One)
We met in winter
When you were still with her
Said you meant it if you weren’t with her
You would be with me
And the break up was brutal
But we had connected at last
The optimist in me
Thought there was something that maybe could be

(Verse Two)
You fucked me like you meant it
And you held me since I said it
Oh paradise is when I’m with you
I would freeze all of those moments
Givе anything and you know it
But that’s just a thing of the past

(Verse Three)
You constantly cravеd my company
But now I cry alone
It’s been many months since you touched me
And I feel ashamed
We’re in the same house
Just one door that separates us
But god forbid you mention your faults
Or just take the blame

(Verse Four)
And god forbid I look elsewhere
Even though there’s nothing there
Keep me around and leave me on your shelf
Pick me up when you’re playing a game
And I once would scream out your name
You keep me optimistic with what’s beneath your belt

(Verse Five)
But you fucking hate me
Would never wanna date me
And you get pissed off
When I sleep around
You think I’m a possession
But here is the lesson
If you don’t want me
I’ll comb through this entire town

(Verse Six)
You don’t own my body anymore
I picked the mess of my heart you made off the floor
That was the last time I’ll give you my soul
Because being your bitch is below freezing cold
I’m taking back my life since you left it in ruins
These random men make my mind feel congruent
Because I don’t need your fucking excuses
I won’t let you keep tying my nooses

(Verse Seven)
I’ll pick up that pen
And write your bullshit for the rest of my life
Cuz when I fall in love
It captures me and makes me a hostage
But my trust for you is tattered
And I don’t know if it will ever be the same
You never want to work it out
You just take the subject and drop it

(Verse Eight)
And now I fucking hate you
For having this grip on my heart, body and soul
I’m forcing your fist apart
You never wanted me to reach any of my goals

(Verse Nine)
So it’s fuck you for forcing my heart
And I’m back with a brand new start
I’m single but I won’t let myself be alone
You can judge me for fucking those strangers
You’re so worried I put myself in danger
But it’s my choice and with my freedom I built a home

(Outro)
This song could go on forever
But I think I’ll end it
You were a tornado to my mind
But now I think I could mend it
No more feeling neglected