Heaven so Heavy

Love intrudes is now what I conclude
It's funny how it takes and shakes from your appointed hands
But when it's all you see and it's so never ending
Grieving is believing and with retrospect we face the end

And it all comes crashing
Violently around my hands
And in the end I didn't get
To watch you change

And do all things lovely
Have to meet their end
And reveal they were wrong
From the start

How many times
Have I rode this straight north
obsession spawns depression, hard learned lessons never seem to end but

I see that gas light's dim glow
I can't breakdown in Bristol
Miles are the trials, I'd do anything to follow you

And it all comes crashing
Violently around my hands
And in the end I didn't get
To watch you change

And do all things lovely
Have to meet their end
And reveal they were wrong
From the start

I still check up from time to time
And like a dog you trained me to keep you on my mind
It's like all the stars in the short beach sky
I couldn't reach you in a lifetime

And it all comes crashing
Violently around my hands
And in the end I didn't get
To watch you change

And do all things lovely
Have to meet their end
And reveal they were wrong
From the start

(From the start) our first goodbye was flawed
(From the start) the curse of time that's lost