For My Own

[Intro: Fawi]
I don’t know if I should be here
I’m tryna’ make things right for you
Don’t take this out of my head

[Verse 1: Fawi]
I’m not fine
Tryna’ get my lifeline back on the line
Tryna’ make it on time
Bitches tryna’ catch me lying
Put it on the low tryna’ make it all right
Numbing all my pain
People on me thinking that I am sane
Can’t stay one direction like my name is Zayn
Cannot afford what I’m saying
Tryna’ refrain from the pain
Got me going insane
Never was a time in my life
When nothing was about you
Doubt you
Bitches tryna’ fucking fight you
That ain’t true but you know that I loved you
Tryna’ find my way back home to you
Life was a dream beforе I met you

[Chorus 1: Gabdad]
The sky
Is feeling so blue
Imaginе the views
If my heart is for you

[Verse 2: Gabdad]
Driving all alone
Always checking on my phone
Hope I don’t crash I still want you for my own
I be drinking my vision
Wishing you home
Because you are my reason
Gotta stop wishing
Gotta stop wishing
Gotta stop wishing
No
Face up the fate there is no more suspicion

[Verse 3: Speedy]
Driving all alone
Always checking on my phone
Hope I don’t crash I still want you for my own
I be messing with my vision and I know that I’m wrong
But I wanna kill the feelings that just hurt all along
And my heart strong ‘cause many made it heavy (Made it heavy)
I’m gone from the people that have hate me (That have hate me)
Beyond all the the thoughts that would break me (That would break me yea yea yea)
Now you’re all I need to be ready yea

[Chorus 2: Gabdad]
My mind
Is feeling so blue
When I see the view
And I can’t have you

[Outro: Speedy and Fawi]
Some things just take time
Some things just stay broken
The bad choices unwind
Sad choices make us heartbroken
Just try
Make us outspoken
Make us feel hopeless
Forget the pain
Took a few shots
But the gun still smoking
I wish I could stay
Theres no way this gon’ end
But I know I’m falling
I don’t know the way
Took a few cuts
Tryna’ push it away
But the cam still rolling
But just get pushed by the day