Ritual

Starting to feel like it's worth it
Or maybe not
Still try
But my heart keep on hurting
Maybe stop
Feel the pain that's inside
But keep working
I never drop
All the shit that goes on in my brain
I won't stop till no paper remain

They tell me relax
Like it's okay to sit on ya ass
I give them a pass
They dont know what I'm tryna surpass
I got the graph
And the blueprint for this advanced
While all of my work has been finished
You still in a draft
I do this myself
So the shits getting settled
You out of your mind
They pull your strings like Geppetto
I got no schedule
I get it all done
With no stress on the mental
Give my all since I'm meant to
Take this song
And hold on to it
Like a memento
I been trying real hard
Real hard
All the fake people
I just disregard
They don't deserve it
All my attention
For them is diverted
I know that you heard it
The facts that I'm speaking
Are not for the Virgin
People don't know it
But I'm on the rise
And the curtains are opened
When I'm on and you stuck at the bottom
I bet you regret what you've chosen
No room for residual
Yeah I keep it going
This shit is my ritual
It's sorta habitual
I won't ever stop
Till I see the best visual
I crucify em
Show my love to the people
I know till I'm dying
When I get to the top I'll take pictures
So you can see greatness from my end