mess & a half

"It's fine I'm fine"
A day in the life of a
Paid professional mess
In bed alone
My mom tracks my phone
Cause I'm still living with my ex
My co-dependency accidentally
Dating all of my friends
The internet & the boys I text
Either hate me
Or don't know who I am
They all see a masterpiece
But I'm in pieces
Should be sad but I don't need it

Don't call me a mess
And forget the hot part
You don't get the rest
Without cleaning up the hard parts
Babe you can't hate me more than me
I got you hanging by my teeth
Don't call me a mess
Cause I'm a mess & a half
And you don't know half of it

My clothes don't fit &
I'm late on rent
I put alcohol in my tea
I'm grown & shit
But my sisters kids
Are more put together than me
I think I'm turning into my mom
Think I'm learning that she's not god
I'll probably be her
But swear that I'm not

Don't call me a mess
And forget the hot part
You don't get the rest
Without cleaning up the hard parts
Babe you can't hate me more than me
I got you hanging by my teeth
Don't call me a mess
Cause I'm a mess & a half
And you don't know half of it

I'm a mess & a half
And it's all that I have
I'm a mess & a half

They all see a masterpiece
But I'm in pieces
Should be sad but I don't need it

Don't call me a mess
And forget the hot part
You don't get the rest
Without cleaning up the hard parts
Babe you can't hate me more than me
I got you hanging by my teeth
Don't call me a mess
Cause I'm a mess & a half
And you don't know half of it

I'm a mess & a half
And it's all that I have
I'm a mess & a half
And you don't know half of it

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