Miserable and Satisfied

I am the failure yes that is my name
But unfortunately I can not accept blame
I've broken all mirrors and ignored all the truth
And now I've scapegoat-ed it all onto you

I'll pretend it's justified
Living such a fucking lie
I'm miserable and satisfied
To have no one in my life

I'll talk such a good game even I do believe
New people I meet will all be deceived
Because I'll only show them what I want them to see
And I'll only do what benefits me

I'll always try to justify
Living such a fucking lie
To love I'll never compromise
I'll die alone and satisfied
I have no love and I have no hope but this hard life I'm living is taking it toll