I Told You So

Staring out ahead to the horizon where the sun sets, at the end of this black line(my fears are close behind) my hopes and dreams ditorted by the cracks inside the windsheildthat seem to grow and grow(if I don't try I'll never know) these things ain't easy and I knew they'd never be. but I always thought there was a fire deep inside of me. and as long as I keep trying the flame will never die. there's so much I want to say.a wall of doubt stands in my way. so many paths for me to choose. so much to gain so much to lose. and if I fail will you tell me 'I told you so?' these things ain't easy and I knew they'd never be. but I always thought there was a fire deep inside of me. and as long as I keep trying the flame will never die. life is a gamble just a roll of the dice. its all or nothing now cause there's no chance to do this twice. just don't seem fair at least I can say 'I tried'. one chance one chance to live. it has taken everything that I could give. broken promises and broken dreams. and nothing ever is the way it seems. stubborn pride and blind faith. 'when will you grow up for heavens sake?' just a little more we're almost there. but time is slipping time is slipping away. can't see the future and I know that things seem bad. why must I compromise and live a life that makes me sad? so many other people to please besises myself. these things ain't easy and I knew they'd never be. but I always thought there was a fire deep inside of me. and as long as I keep trying the flame will never die. life is a gamble just a roll of the dice. its all or nothing now cause there's no chance to do this twice. just don't seem fair. at least I can say 'I tried' ' I told you so'