Moonwater

It's funny how I love my people and not me
I would go the extra mile
Walk through valleys, swim through seas
And I know that love is possible cause it's what I exude
But I can't comprehend reciprocity
You to me
And not me to you
Anyway I'm babbling know I should be glad
But I can't help this feeling of being sad

Sometimes loves not enough to heal what you ain't broke
Sometimes to find direction you have to let go
I find my clearer visions when my eyes are closed
Only I can find the way to heal my soul

Me and myself at impasse
In me I find you and I don't know if that's good
I think that's why it makes me mad
I think that's why I thought I should
Take a step back
Try to relax
Change in myself
And no baby you're not bad
But healing cannot be done by the hurt
Sorry I had to write it
Couldn't speak it
I'm no good with words
Troubled waters come from daughters who in people find themselves
And yes sir that's all fine and dandy till it's messing with they health but

I'm taking it slow taking it slow
I'm remembering things that I know and I hold dear to me
Re evaluating revelations from my pain
Accepting that to become better I might have to change

Sometimes loves not enough to heal what you ain't broke
Sometimes to find direction you have to let go
Sometimes I can only listen when my ears are closed
Only I can find the way to heal my soul