Not Real Yet

OK, I'm fine
Maybe if I say it one more time
Try a little harder, make it even louder
Over, over, till I'm feeling better
What if these words
Float away and are never heard
Will it turn out like it should
I don't see it, don't feel it

Say that You love me
Tell me You won't leave
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening
Wish I could see You
Get close and touch You
Lord, I need You here, please remind me
Help me feel it, it's not real yet
It's not real yet

You are the start
And I know You are my end
What a pretty picture, does it even matter
All the moments happening between them
What if my life is just dust when stars collide
All the questions won't stop, never stop
No, they won't stop

Say that You love me
Tell me You won't leave
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening
Wish I could see You
Get close and touch You
Lord, I need You here, please remind me
Help me feel it, it's not real yet
It's not real yet

I only feel the peace of truth
When I search with all my heart for You

And these thoughts just fade
I find the only way
To know You any better, seek You forever
Closer to anything that matters
It breaks my heart
Like a familiar scar
'Cause You were there all along, all along

Say that You love me
Tell me You won't leave
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening
Wish I could see You
Get close and touch You
Lord, I need You here, please remind me
Help me feel it, it's not real yet
It's not real yet