​always confused

I'm afraid to ask but
Do you care how i feel
I can't fucking tell

Do you want my time still
Wanna be together by myself
Treat me like i'm helpless
But i'm the one that's selfish to you
Ain't it funny, i feel that way too

Questioning myself, only do it 'cus of you
I'm faded by the truth
I'm always confused by decisions

I can't choose no more
You keep me on a leash
Just save me from the void
I need your sweet release

I'm begging you please
Just a little longer
Walking in my sleep
Straight into the deep end

My consciousness is fleeting
And nothing's ever easy, of coursе
A little longer
Just hold on