It's just Anxiety!

You won't seem to disappear
No matter what I say to you
I know it's hard these days my dear
But that's Anxiety for you
My heart beats faster, I lose my breathe
Explosion of hurt inside my chest
To fight it off I've tried my best
Not too sure how much fight is left
All the gripes I've kept, inside has swept me
My life's a mess but I stride my best
Can't lose this grip but it's loosening
The highs and lows with the moods I'm in
I don't know when I started losing it
But I'm digging deep for the root of it scooping shit
That piled up in my cavities
Holding me down like gravity
Didn't know I had such a capacity
I bow my head and wish me well
I need a million pennies and a wishing well
Fuses lit and I'm losing wick
And I'm running out of time, and abusing shit
Maybe this whiskey glass can skip me past and
Give me laughs, cause lately I've been missing that
If I give you these days, mehn I'd give em back
I'd never wish you that, cause nobody should live through that
You won't seem to Disappear
No matter what I say to you
I know it's hard these days my dear
But that's Anxiety for you
Yuh! losing myself, I'm losing my mind
Trapped in a cage and I just wanna fly
The hurt, the pain, like a bird in the cage
The anger that I just cannot never contain
And I feel it's going straight to my brain
Drip drip, that's the sound of the rain
Say my name never in vain
It's time to go, so don't complain
Suicide yuh, it takes you away
I'll be here almost every single day
It takes the pain and passes it along
So you got to be got be strong
You and everyone won't get along
Playing with emotions like a doorbell
Ha ha ha ding dong High on life
I've been smoking on a bong bong bong bong