Jumping Trains

I should be feeling more
I should be writing words
I should be crying tears
For how hard this hurts

I should be jumping trains
Just to get to you just to hold your hand
Cause that’s what daughters do

But I can’t give back what I never had

How could I love you
How could I love you, like you want me to

I should be taller
I should have a trusting heart
I should feel older
I should be so damn smart
I should be someone, who’s invincible
Cause someone loved me, unconditional

But I can’t give back, what I never had

How could I love you
How could I love you, like you want me to

How could I love you
How could I love you, like you want me to

Just like you want me

And no, I can’t give back, what I never had