Intrusive Thoughts

Joint lit while I'm drivin'
Need a checkup look at the mileage
Windows tinted to hide me cryin'
Cus some days I'm angry
Stressed out but I could care less
Please be patient I'm a whole damn mess
I'm in pain but I'm just as blessed you see
Oh
Guess it's just part of getting older
Aye
Livin' life a little less sober
Oh
Only party on the weekends
Someone else please fight my demons
They said kindness was my weakness okay
Think I'm insane
If you think about it I could really just
Drive my car right off this bridge
Never deal with shit again
Finally see all my dead friends but
What is life without the ups and the downs
It's worth it in the end
Know some people wanna see that shit
But I can't let them win
No
Guess it's just part of getting older
Aye
Livin' life a little less sober
Oh
Only party on the weekends
Someone else please fight my demons
They said kindness was my weakness okay
Think I'm insane
Sober
Oh
Sober
I miss when I wanted to be sober
I miss when I wanted to get older
Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live
Oh
Sober
I miss when I wanted to be sober
I miss when I wanted to get older
Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live