Never alright

[Pre Chorus]
Is it peace?
Is it panic you bring?
Another waking hour scares the shit out of me
What the fuck, I can't go to sleep!
But whenever I do, I wake to thoughts I cannot say

[Chorus]
I want you here tonight
I do not want to live this life
I hate how I just fucking kill the vibe
I hate how I am just never alright

[Verse]
I am never alright
Backed into another corner, tryna sing it fine
Backed into another problem, I always come out fine
But whenever I fucking feel it, I feel like closing the blinds

[Pre Chorus]
Is it peace?
Is it panic you bring?
Another waking hour scares the shit out of me
What the fuck, I can't go to sleep!
But whenever I do, I wake to thoughts I cannot say

[Chorus]
I want you here tonight
I do not want to live this life
I hate how I just fucking kill the vibe
I hate how I am just never alright