I Wonder Freestyle

Have you ever wondered where'd
It all really went? Wondered if you'd ever
Ever find your dreams?
Wondered if you'd ever
Ever find your dreams?
Wondered if life had never
Been that it seems?
Wondered if life is all about the high beams?
The flashin' light
Tryin' to get your money right
And you be up all night
Tryin' to stay fresh today
Fresh like Mr west and I'm proudly the best
I been sold on to that guest
Uh, the number one on the charts
Why is that? Because I rap from the heart
What I always did from the start
How I always played my part
Uh, they thought I was so crazy
I got a deal with Jay Z
Now they got to pay me
And they looked up lately
I sold a million the first week
'Member when I just sold my first beat
Shit can change and it never stayed the same
Ma, I wonder, I wonder what it would be now
What it would be now
You all standin' in the crowd
Ten thousand, now they hate everythin' now
Everythin' now
Or every single I dropped now, I dropped now
Tryin' do everythin' to keep shit hot now
And the media, they diss me, diss me
They say I'm so fuckin' evil
Ayo, ayo, ayo, ayo, ayo
What the fuck do he know?
Cause I'm gonna say my, my shit
And I'm gonna talk my, my shit
And they can suck my, my, my, my
I wonder why they talk so bad
Have they ever had a artist that's so mad?
And they will never realize what they have
Somebody real in the industry
If nobody's real, then I guess it's me
And they "Freedom, " and it's not free
Cause every time I talk freely they attack me
They give me backlash, backlash, backlash
Black, but they can kiss my
Ass, my ass, my ass, my ass
I say, "Why ask? Why ask? Why?"
Try but try, can they's fly?
Now touch the sky, touch the sky
Touch the sky
And I wonder, baby, to can know what it means
What we know
And I wonder, baby, if you know what it means