pride !

No one by my side
I know I got too much pride
I had to put my feelings aside
'Cause I know he's not gonna ride
I wanna keep my options opened
I don't have time to have a lover
But then I complain being a loner
It hurts even when I'm sober
Call me if you wanna come over
Can I stay with you even when at your lowest?

Can we have sex all night 'till the morning?
Wanna stay with me and share all these moments?
I know that it's been so long
Too much time without it it made me want more

Sometimes at night I remember the times
That we used to Facetime where you made me feel special
You said all those cute things about me
And this made me think that this thing between us had potential
We shared all those promises and expectations
And this shit just went to a whole other level
Then you started ghosting me like everybody else
It hurt but I got back to being a devil

All the times you made me feel better
Even though now I'm doing better
It's not the same as it was back then
You hurt me so what do you pretend?

They keep coming back 'cause I know they be missing me
But I ignore them 'cause I don't want to get hurt
They know what they lost but its too late now
They have the audacity to be sad when I felt pain first

No one by my side
I know I got too much pride
I had to put my feelings aside
'Cause I know he's not gonna ride
I wanna keep my options opened
I don't have time to have a lover
But then I complain being a loner
It hurts even when I'm sober
Call me if you wanna come over
Can I stay with you even when at your lowest?

Yeah I miss you so
He don't want me to go
Wants to stay with me when he blows

Shawty wants to fly me out
Tell me what's this all about
He just wants to see me now
My baby's the one and there's no doubt

I know that this is hard
Yea we are too far apart
But I feel your heart close
I can't make this shit up
You've been here from the start
My heart froze