OutkAst

My heart is burnin' up with fire, where the drugs I need to breathe
Oxycodone, I desire, but she give me ecstasy
She's from a world that's full of liars, she can't practice what she preach
These fuckin' drugs are killin' me, depression and anxiety
I tried to text her that I'm sorry, but she left my ass on seen
Hit my plug up, he supplyin', bitch, I'm flyin' off a bean
Prayin' one day I'll be back, these demons took over my deen
Seems like no one on my team, I'm an outcast, so it seems
Lately, I been feelin' down, what they tellin' me
That I ain't never gon make it out with them melodies
You gotta watch for enemies or you gon' pay the penalty
This world is full of jealousy, I'm tryna leave a legacy
Hoe, now she callin' and she yellin' on the phone
Denyin' shit she did when we was gettin' stoned
Bitch got daddy issues but can't let 'em go
How the fuck you wanna say that you is grown?
(Hoe), givin' her my love was a crime
She say she wanna eat, I took her to Sushi Nine
Every time I try to link, she always wanna decline
She found another nigga and she really left me behind
My heart is burnin' up with fire, where the drugs I need to breathe
Oxycodone, I desire, but she give me ecstasy
She's from a world that's full of liars, she can't practice what she preach
These fuckin' drugs are killin' me, depression and anxiety
I tried to text her that I'm sorry, but she left my ass on seen
Hit my plug up, he supplyin', bitch, I'm flyin' off a bean
Prayin' one day I'll be back, these demons took over my deen
Seems like no one on my team, I'm an outcast, as it seems
Momma, it'll be alright, but I've been fighting every night
To get you what you really want and what you need
But momma, I've been losing all my fights
I feed the devil in my mind and feed the demons in my soul
And smoke some weed, I've always been neglected, so why regret it?
My shinigami write the death note, he got a death wish
This year, I only wanted blessings, but it was hectic
These niggas took my brother Kapo, it left me wretched
'Cause lately I've been down bad and hurtin
I think it's four AM, but I'm still tossin' and turnin
Thinking that he coming back, but he ain't returning
I think I need another pill 'cause my chest is burnin
My heart is burnin' up with fire, where the drugs I need to breathe
Oxycodone, I desire, but she give me ecstasy
She's from a world that's full of liars, she can't practice what she preach
These fuckin' drugs are killin' me, depression and anxiety
I tried to text her that I'm sorry, but she left my ass on seen
Hit my plug up, he supplyin', bitch
Prayin' one day I'll be back, these demons took over my deen
Seems like no one on my team, I'm an outcast, so it seems