The Wind, Pt. 1

[Chorus]
Watch me blow up
There’s 4 leaves on my clover
The going of my music feels like Sisyphus’s boulder
But the Wind’s gone help me push it over the top
Now, watch me roll up
I chase the stones
‘cuz otherwise I can’t feel, can’t dream, can’t see
The road I am supposed to take
Watch me blow up
There’s 4 leaves on my clover
The going of my music feels like Sisyphus’s boulder
But the Wind’s gone help me push it over the top, now
Watch me roll up
I chase the stones
‘cuz otherwise I can’t feel, can’t dream, can’t see
The road I am supposed to take

[Verse 1]
My problem has no name
And sometimes I wish I was the same
Don’t wanna put my face on what I create
That just raises certain expectations and I don’t
Don’t wanna deal with that
Doubting if I want the real of rap
Just want the freedom of the feeling I get
When I listen to the rhythm and my mind can just let, go

[Refrain]
What I want is a mess though
My heart can scream all it wants
My mind still says no

[Verse 2]
I can’t see ahead
If I could, I could anticipate what the best step
Would be to take next
But I can’t, can’t rest
Without the reassurance that I gave it my best
But then again
Don’t wanna give it all to my pen
‘cuz I don’t know where I will end up
Keep switching this lever
Back and forth to no real answer
There’s a balance in everything, feels like I lost mine
In comparison to a king, I’m the thing the sky
I will challenge and never quit, nothing will suffice
Until I’m the greatest there’s ever been, the best of my time
And I pray that I’m ready when, the people let me begin
Take a journey with me ‘till I find peace and settlement
Take a seat and I settle in, this game is my residence
This is to help the domino effect that will never end

[Chorus]
Watch me blow up
There’s 4 leaves on my clover
The going of my music feels like Sisyphus’s boulder
But the Wind’s gone help me push it over the top, now
Watch me roll up
I chase the stones
‘cuz otherwise I can’t feel, can’t dream, can’t see
The road I am supposed to take
Watch me blow up
4 leaves on my clover
Sisyphus’s boulder
Wind’s gone help me push it over the top
Roll up
Can’t say I’ve been sober
Want to be free
Without the exposure

[Refrain]
What I want is a mess though
My heart can scream all it wants
My mind still says no

[Outro]
I lay back as the Wind blows
Through my hair and my meadow
While the silence lays next to me
Hello?