ocd & paranoia
OCD and paranoia i'm unhappy very much
I feel like I might end it all
I know that's scary cause
Lately wanna quit, always feel like shit
End myself, life's a bitch
I can't help but take offense, yeah
Takin' shots, chasin' feelings
We won't reach, yeah
If I fall who the hell is gonna leave, yeah
Lately only feel defeat
I been breakin' records but really
What does it mean? My mental health is trash
Every song is trash
I stay in the future while my
Mind stays in the past
Tell me, what do I really have left?
So deprеssed
Are you surprised that I'm back hеre again?
Used to look what you started
Now I'm spiraling down lookin' for myself
I just need a bottle to drown
Used to keep my shit locked in, all to myself
I can't do this anymore, fuck
It, I need some help, yeah
Way too low, yeah way, way too low, yeah
Way too low way, way too low
