addiction

Oh, oh oh, oh
Told myself that someday it'll be

I told myself that someday
It'll be better than it is
And I'm not there yet
But I'm closing in soon
I told myself that someday
We won't have to play pretend
And a lot has changed
But I can't escape you

You're in my brain like every second
I try so hard to just forget it
But it's not that easy it's not that easy
My friends and family wouldn't get it
I tell myself I'm not dependent
But it's not that easy it's not that easy

I told myself that someday it'll
Be better than it is and I'm not there yet
But I'm closing in soon
I told myself that someday we
Won't have to play pretend
And a lot has changed
But I can't escape you